somehow i feel tt there's smthin wrong .. cant seem to put my finger on it ... haiz .. ma n pa seem to hav v short fuses wif me lately .. even got a slap last nite .. i don wan confrontation n they like somewat insist onit .. juz refuse to let me go .. really wonder if i'm their's .. oh wait .. aft all .. i'm e 'accidental' baby .. they probably hate me for bein born .. bleagh ..
it's no wonder i hate sports ... they nv seem topay any attn to me .. kor can play a mini game n they'll be like how was it how was it .. win ? lose? .. askinn qns till e cows come home .. n me .. nth .. din even bother when i got hurt .. din even ask a single thin bout it .. juz scolded me for comin home late .. cant help it e mrt took so long wat .. i still need to eat de .. stupid irony .. otc e time ask y come home so late muz as well don come home .. say i haven eat dinner majium my fault .. den when i say they hav dinner at e cpf bldg ask y i nv go .. don eat cannot .. eat cannot .. .. argh !!!!!!! ..
if i'm tt distatful .. juz tel me .. i can leave .. at most juz be a kept women .. at least i wont make u feel irritated wif my presence,,,
sry to those who find me quiet or wat .. but i really juz don feel like talkin these few days .. selective muteness?? .. mayb ...
anyway new yr's comin .. hope it'll be better ...
ciaos
