Friday, November 19, 2004
seperatin is part n parcel of life .. life is never fair .. wat u wan so much may not be wif u forever .. next wk .. i'm gonna hav to say goodbye to cookie n creamy .. i really cant bear to let them go .. one was da first baby i've ever had ..da other .. well went thru alot for him .. so from 5 chinchillas i'll be left wif 3 .. hopefully halle's pregnant .. else it's kindda wasted .. i'll really miss havin dem arnd ... i wonder how can those heartless ppl giv away their children or leave their pet in da streets
sometimes i juz hate pa .. hate da way he flares up for no reason .. hate da way he talks thru us as if we're not arnd .. hate da way he treats ma at times .. hate him for flirtin wif women outside .. mayb even havin sex wif dem ..
da ren de shi xiao hai bu yao guan .. tt's wat my aunt told me b4 .. wonder if she noes of my dad havin affairs .. been a while since mom said anythin to me bout it .. haiz ..
all these talk is makin me depressed .. so ciaos
bored;10:55 AM