sigh .. was so tired today .. nearly din wake up if not for ma ..but still wateva .. we're still not on talkin terms .. n no .. i'm not gonna apologize to her .. sick n tired of doin this .. if kor can ignore her .. so can i .. wateva ma .. if u really find me such a disappointment .. disown me .. i'll juz leave this hse .. i mean it .. ya . anyway .. ended up juz washin up .. change den head to sch .. da mrt was so bloody crowded .. aft tt .. had to pia cab to sch .. coz 8:50+ le .. take bus sure late .. den i hav manda's econs book somemore .. don wanna sabo her ... else i'll juz go in late ..
joined another class for h & t .. ended up slpin ... but da moment me n manda started crappin .. it wasnt so bad ..so in da end we crapped till class end .. aft tt break .. den comm skills .. boring .. well ..got a low B for oral .. she said i looked at da audience n read from text .. so ..wat did i do? .. n pls lar .. don expect me to memorise da things rite .. u said can refer to cards or wat ..i juz look at da screen lar .. den say my visuals not enough ..too small .. i make it bigger . .. u pay ar .. at least she said my content was good .. but she say i spoke v fast ... if i hav to keep to 5 mins .. stop complainin .. at least i got my points across n i din really over run .. so double standard sia ..
anyway .. was kindda discussin bout da outline for da report .. n i ended up fallin asleep .. sry sry .. esp to manda .. but i was really freakin tired .. dozed off w/o knowin it ..
ya anyway .. sara was so swt yest .. he complimented tt i was chio yest .. hah a.. tot i looked beng tho .. whahah .. den he said he wanted to date me out .. n tt he had a vrush on me durin da period in M.I. .. haha .. think my sixth sense rusty .. coz i din really notice it .. i tot he lyked another ger ..
ya .. anyway .. seems tt kor stayed up playin games yest coz e was waitin for me .. kor .. i do love u alot do u noe tt .. but sometimes u juz make me feel so esparated ... i really donno how to connect wif u anymore .. u always hu re hu len .. i'm too tired to play games ..
donno .. feelin damn tired lately .. n sara .. thz for listenin to me yest .. n u din noe wat i was goin thru coz u din ask .. lolx .. ya .. aft sch .. went to play pool wif manda n justin.. yes i won justin da first time .. hah a.. i'm improvin alot man .. but aft tt heard some things ..den kindda no mood le .. coz oso dreaded comin home .. wateva le lar .. gotta go do research le ... tk cares to all