Wednesday, August 18, 2004
damn pissed wif my bro sia .. nv even diao him den keep insistin i diao him ... den wan to fight .. hu does he think he is man .. so wat if he's stronger n bigger .. bastard .. wtf man .. wash tt few dishes onli complain .. he already lucky he doesnt hav to rush home to cook .. doesnt hav to feed da chinchillas .. little bit oso wan to complain .. fucker .. no pt lovin such a bro lyk u .. shldnt hav bothered to cover up for u all these yrs .. shldnt hav tried to say good bout u in front of mom when she's pissed at u .. shldnt hav bothered to help u wif ur v'day present n make me rush about .. shldnt hav worried bout ur studies .. shldnt hav agree to take care of the chinchillas whe u r da one who wanted it so badly yet wont b bothered bout them .. shldnt hav tried to persuade mom to let u go out .. aft all i've done for u .. wat hav u done for me? ..
fight me when u r in a bad mood ... argue bout how much more u hav to wash up aft dinner .. refuse to feed them even tho u r free n i'm not .. push me juz coz u r stronger .. irritate me especially when i'm tired .. put me down .. use ur strength in front of me .. talk to me rudely as if i'm insignificant in front of ur friends .. talk to me nicely onli when u in good mood .. act lyk a ganster when u r not .. tell mom when i'm chattin online .. nv ever did u cover up for me when i'm online when i'm not supposed to .. treat me insignificantly in front of others .. tel tales to mom and get me into trouble .. especially when i'm online till i always hav mom lookin over my shoulder ... refuse to let me watch tv n juz say I'm GONNA WATCH TV ..
fuckin bastard .. i realli donno y i even bother bout u .. aft all i've done .. this is how u treat me .. n how u treat mom n dad isnt any better .. all man r bastards .. fuck u all .. cant even let me hav wateva dignity's left .. i really donno y i bother so much for ... all i get in return is such treatment .. fuck u all!!!
bored;8:37 PM